Sunday, July 8, 2007

HOW DOES IT FEEL???

(This post was written a couple of months ago when I thought I was able to post again -- just wanted to share this with you).

To open a newly published book, illustrated by your son who has followed his dream of being an illustrator of children’s books for the better part of his life and read on the inside of the dedication page “Thank God for my mom, my biggest fan, best supporter, and most enthusiastic cheerleader.” How does it feel when you see the results of raising a young man who had the self determination he has always had? To watch him pursue his dreams in spite of those people who came at him with negativisms such as, you will not make it as an illustrator because the field is not lucrative, especially in Iowa,” “You should not take that in college, you won’t make it,” “There’s not enough money in that kind of work, etc.; “yet he goes right ahead and sets out to claim his dream no matter what, and makes a complete success of it. I saw the same drive in his paternal aunt who had no support from anyone except for her God and her determination to prove to the world that no matter what, she would become a success and now they are both acclaimed in their field.

How does it feel when you open beautiful cards from your daughter-in-law with wonderful expressions of love, admiration, thank you expressions and Spiritual sentiments and prayers?

How does it feel when you pick up the phone and a four year old little voice is on your voice message reciting the One-Hundredth Psalm and ends by saying “I love you.” That little voice is five-years-old now and I still have the message he left saved.

Then one day you receive a card in the mail for Easter with a newspaper article about your son, telling a story about an experience he had talking to a bunch of kids behind bars about his experiences as a children’s book illustrator and how he is now writing books. You turn the page an read on when all of a sudden these words reach out and grab you as they say “by all accounts my future should have been dim, but I had three things; I had enthusiasm, a desire to succeed and a mother who cheered my every dream.”

This makes you feel so overwhelmed with joy that tears swell up in you like a balloon that is about to burst. These are not tears of sorrow, but tears of happiness, such happiness that you cannot describe. I thank God for what he has done for me. Many times I wish I hadn’t married the father of my children but when I think of the legacy that came out of that marriage (four awesome sons), I would say that it was worth it.

4 comments:

Rosemarie said...

It feels so good! A mother's reward for every sacrifice and struggle. Bless that boy Lord in abundance, and as you promised, for honoring his mothers always...long life!

Regarding your divorce, you know that even out of pain we birth miracles. Amen!

I had to announce that Brotha Buck's mom wrote a post because everybody thinks he's great too!

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Rosemarie said...

Hi Mz. Gig, I wouldn't normally do this but Sue is my "real life" friend. -Rosemarie

I got here by way of Rosemarie's blog (a real life friend). I had to tell you that this made me cry. Children make it all worth it! What bettter way to know you did a good job then to have your children HAPPY with the way their life turned out. To actually thank you is a bonus. Thank you for sharing. -Sue

Rose said...

Mz Gig,
I missed you. I tried to visit but was refused. I am glad that you are back. I love this post because I know my mom feels the same that is until she wants something like that car. But she has said these words to me which made it so difficult to say no to her for anything. I remember it was she who said that I could write, sing, or do anything. She was always there believing in me and cheering. I think it is such a wonderful blessing from God to have mothers like you. You make the difference in our lives. Brotha Buck is a favorite. He lead me to you a year ago. He's as much proud of you as you is of him. This was so beautiful. Thank you so much for sharing and for being his cheerleader. It is why we flock to read his blog..

Rosemarie said...

Heavenly Voice
You've been tagged for "Why do I love Jesus" meme.